Wednesday, May 30, 2012

oh my God

Words cannot describe how wonderful worship was tonight. The band was incredible. I am so thankful for the talents God gave all of the players so we can enjoy them. Their music just brought me joy. After such a stressful past couple of days, I am so thankful I was able to dance, sing, act like a fool, and let go while bringing glory to God.
After about an hour of straight worship, we took time to reflect on what God was doing in our lives. It's amazing what God can reveal to you when we are surrounded in His Presence. In the process of me always trying to make sense of things, and trying to make everything perfect, I lose all sight of trusting God. I push Him aside and try to take control for myself. In the quietness of my prayers, He whispers to me, "Do you trust me?" A simple question, I know. But one I have yet to grasp. While saying I trust the Lord to the world, deep in my heart I am scared to death. I am so scared to let go of what I think to be a perfect plan, for the unknown. God is gently bringing me to my knees, pulling me closer to Him.

Thank you Lord for still pursing us when we continually screw up. You know we are not worth it, but through You, we are. Thank you.

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