Overwhelmed

Ever have those days when you just think about life? And wonder if you are really living life the way God wants you to live? And then you are just consumed with thoughts about life and then you become overwhelmed with all the things that you need to change about yourself and then you forget what you just thought about even though you know it was really important then you find yourself trying to remember what your last thought was and then you just become lost... then you look at life from afar you realize how insignificant all the things that you are worried about are. And at that moment all you really want to do is just serve the Lord. And do whats in His will. Because, His way is always better then the road we choose for ourselves. Then you start thinking about how to be a better follower of Christ. And how you can be a better person, and then you see all the things you're doing wrong. And then you start to wonder if your doing enough. Or if your just living your life by doing the bare minimum. And then your not quite sure where to go from here. Not quite sure what to do next or how to change or even what to change. So then you start thinking some more and you're kind of right back where you started... Yeah, today was that day for me.

And I completely understand what I just typed probably did not make any sense, I just really needed to spit out all of the thoughts that have been running through my mind in order to try and make sense of it all.